[General post for Joe threads until the 14th]

[blueondeck]

[Find him, accost him, talk to him, do whatever you please.]

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[redmarksthespot]

What about it?

[blueondeck]

You said that you can't accept that from Ahim because your feelings are too platonic to accept them, but you don't mind it if it's me.

[redmarksthespot]

...Yeah but you're different. You're Joe.

[blueondeck]

It still sounds...

[shaking head]

[redmarksthespot]

Whatever. It's true.

[blueondeck]

I'll make something for you.

[redmarksthespot]

[the face of a child on Christmas]

[blueondeck]

But it wont mean anything.

[redmarksthespot]

[confuse...???]

[blueondeck]

...You don't realize anything that happened here, do you?

[redmarksthespot]

What do you mean?

[blueondeck]

What's the difference between me and Ahim?

[redmarksthespot]

[... wait, that's a serious question?]

Really?

[blueondeck]

Think on your answer before you say it and make sure it's clear.

[redmarksthespot]

...

[when did I start getting take home work]

[blueondeck]

[Since right now.]

[redmarksthespot]

[well I am thinking about it]

[blueondeck]

[And I am waiting]

[redmarksthespot]

[I probably cannot just say "She's not you". That would be bad.]

[blueondeck]

[Would be bad, yes]

[redmarksthespot]

[you realize you are making me try to understand my feelings]

[blueondeck]

[A thing of miracles, I know.]

[redmarksthespot]

[it's HARD]

[blueondeck]

[Still waiting]

[redmarksthespot]

[you said it had to be clear, I had to think harder]

She's not you, obviously. You're both important, and you know that. But she doesn't have your eyes. I trust every person on this crew, but there's only one person in this universe I trust with my back.