Oh Space he hates all of the feels. It's seriously the part of all of this he hates the most. Usually in their lives and how it goes, they can ignore them and continue on. Yet, in Camp, not only is he forced to deal with them, but Basco is here to just make everything worse.
Canonly, he only recently saved Sid, and with saving him, he may have ended that, but he doesn't feel like it's truly over. Sid is still on his mind a lot and the ways that everything ended up, he'll probably remain on his mind, and this will cripple his ability to reasonably handle ALL THE FEELS. It's a lot like what he told Marvelous and Takeru. No matter what he thinks he want or thinks he wants to go after, the thoughts of Sid that still remain with him hold him back. Until he can sort those out and be comfortable with everything, he's not really going to be the best at any type of feels.
Speaking of... He does have Marvelous feels. He knows very well he has Marvelous feels, but there's been nothing yet that's proved to him that there's a point in doing anything about it or caring that there's something he SHOULD be doing. Even if they did something about it, he's not entirely sure anything would change so what's the point? He doesn't want anything to change. Sure, it might be vindicating to say "I have feels for you" ... but what would the point be?
Also, has this entire thing with Chiaki with makes him all sorts of confused, worried and .... he just doesn't know. He's not particularly worried about having to choose or leave one behind. He's more thinking of the fact that his position in all of this is going to keep Chiaki from doing or anything anything he truly wants. He's told Chiaki he's fully able to do and figure out what he wants to do on his own and he means that. Over all with Chiaki, he thinks Earthing's are overly complicated and confusing and between them both he knows full well while he doesn't normally concern himself with things like this.
Where are your feels the most, Marvelous? Besides Joe.
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Canonly, he only recently saved Sid, and with saving him, he may have ended that, but he doesn't feel like it's truly over. Sid is still on his mind a lot and the ways that everything ended up, he'll probably remain on his mind, and this will cripple his ability to reasonably handle ALL THE FEELS. It's a lot like what he told Marvelous and Takeru. No matter what he thinks he want or thinks he wants to go after, the thoughts of Sid that still remain with him hold him back. Until he can sort those out and be comfortable with everything, he's not really going to be the best at any type of feels.
Speaking of... He does have Marvelous feels. He knows very well he has Marvelous feels, but there's been nothing yet that's proved to him that there's a point in doing anything about it or caring that there's something he SHOULD be doing. Even if they did something about it, he's not entirely sure anything would change so what's the point? He doesn't want anything to change. Sure, it might be vindicating to say "I have feels for you" ... but what would the point be?
Also, has this entire thing with Chiaki with makes him all sorts of confused, worried and .... he just doesn't know. He's not particularly worried about having to choose or leave one behind. He's more thinking of the fact that his position in all of this is going to keep Chiaki from doing or anything anything he truly wants. He's told Chiaki he's fully able to do and figure out what he wants to do on his own and he means that. Over all with Chiaki, he thinks Earthing's are overly complicated and confusing and between them both he knows full well while he doesn't normally concern himself with things like this.
Where are your feels the most, Marvelous? Besides Joe.